~ Seeing. Not Looking ~

Music. My addiction.
But, as usual.... , I think I'm different when it comes to music.
Most love the good sound, they never bother to see/feel/read what the song wants to tell us.
But every song does that.
Oh, well, maybe not every song... there are some nonsens pop songs out there of course..., but most of them.

They do have a text, you know.
It's not just a sound, not just instruments.
Except soundtracks and epic Trailer music of course.

Every song, except those mentioned, has a text.
And in most of these texts lies a hidden message.
It seems to me that the average people aren't capable of seeing this.
They do see the text though, but they rarely understand.

Ah~ it's like always.
You look, but you don't see.
You hear, but you never listen!

And even if I lack a HUGE amount of that one characteristic called empathy .... I indeed am capable of that.
I may not see when people are hurting on the inside, but I can feel the soul of a song.

I'm incompatible.
Ever so often.
With lifestyles, opinions, hobbies and persons overall.
Sometimes it seems that I'm incompatible to the whole world.
Even those I once called compatible with my... uhm, well... my way of living.
They aren't, they never were and never will be.

So I will sort them out, again. One by one.
It's selfish, I know.
I rather eliminate friendships than try to change my behaviour.
But I'm too much in love with the few people that are "fitting" into my life.
And if I change for those I call incompatible.... I would lose these already fitting friends.

I'm incompatible.
To going and staying out with people up to 23:00 - 24:00.
To feeling in good hands when being surrounded by dicks.
To sharing your average humour.
And to many more ...

And if you behave somewhat wrong, in my eyes I mean, I need to eliminate you from my life wether or not I called you a close and beloved friend before.
Period.
Wrong friends, wrong gender, wrong humour, wrong hobbies, wrong way of thinking, wrong intelligence....

I got asked if I can reveal myself.
Well~ why not?
It's not that I'm ashamed of myself.

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