https://englishmaple.blogger.de/ Another Perception, Simple Deductions And The Everyday Experience Blogger.de englishmaple 2014-04-03T19:12:29Z en hourly 1 2000-01-01T00:00:00Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2390610/ This is a huge step backwards I guess. I said I slowly start to understand the concept of sentiment, caring and all that stuff. I had two years to learn, two years with people that showed me how to act like a human being. And I've adapted their behaviour. I had no reason to run anymore, there was always someone to grab my hand and in response I gave everything my misguided heart was capable of. I tried so hard, did my best, lost inhibitions.. slowly... and was proud. But when you're (involuntary)... Blogger.de englishmaple Sociopathic Eyes Copyright © 2014 englishmaple 2014-04-03T19:09:46Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2361037/ I'm learning. And I understand some of these concepts more and more. At least I try. To be honest it's more like try and error. But it works fine for me. I do sentiment in a small amount myself. I still don't keep letters, even when they're sweet and adorable, though. But I keep ordinary items that bare some deeper meaning to me hidden away in a box. I have to admit I forget about them after a week or so. I know that I have hidden stuff there, but I barely remember what. See? I got the concept of... Blogger.de englishmaple Sociopathic Eyes Copyright © 2014 englishmaple 2014-01-04T14:02:19Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2360858/ Poor little blog. I nearly forgot about you. Not that anyone seemed to care, though. But I owe you this, my little blog. And to myself as well. So, back to business hm? London: So I finally spend another few days there. More happy than I was in a long time. London is wet and cold and stormy and busy and crowded and everything people tend to think I hate. And they're right. But London, ah~, this is another story. I usually suffer from headache and nausea when the weather changes here at home. Everytime,... Blogger.de englishmaple Deductions Copyright © 2014 englishmaple 2014-01-03T22:01:58Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2340629/ Oh, it's a question I get every day. Well yeah almost every day. As well as the statements with the (somehow) purpose to kill all my dreams, make me feel like a nobody and talk me down in every way possible. Why do you want to leave the country? What can be better in the UK? Why can't you work in some office here in germany? You can surely get a job here too! A better one! I have family members/friends there! It's not better! It's hard and complicated and you won't survive and it's expensive and... Blogger.de englishmaple Copyright © 2013 englishmaple 2013-11-07T15:39:07Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2340077/ Childhood dreams. We all had them, don't we? Dreaming of what our future will look like and wishing for certain things to happen. A job, a special man/woman, kids or no kids, places we wanted to see, a new country to live in and so on... I had some of them too. I wanted to leave germany and live in an English speaking country. Didn't know if I wanted to go to the USA or to the UK back then. That choice was made later. And I had a goal.... a job I wanted to have. No kids, I detest them. Never wanted... Blogger.de englishmaple Feelings? Copyright © 2013 englishmaple 2013-11-06T00:33:37Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2331675/ Maybe I am exactly that, maybe not. Maybe I'm just more sensible to everything than the average ones, maybe not. I can't tell you. But I guess I don't have to anyway. That's not my division. Some may say I overreact, some may say it's just normal. But I am annoyed by sometimes silly things. At least I guess they're silly in your eyes, hm? I am annoyed when people are wearing those "flip-flop" shoes/slippers. The ones without a strap at the heel. Seriously... you stomp like an elephant and even... Blogger.de englishmaple Sociopathic Eyes Copyright © 2013 englishmaple 2013-10-15T20:19:29Z https://englishmaple.blogger.de/stories/2328110/ Music. My addiction. But, as usual.... , I think I'm different when it comes to music. Most love the good sound, they never bother to see/feel/read what the song wants to tell us. But every song does that. Oh, well, maybe not every song... there are some nonsens pop songs out there of course..., but most of them. They do have a text, you know. It's not just a sound, not just instruments. Except soundtracks and epic Trailer music of course. Every song, except those mentioned, has a text. And in... Blogger.de englishmaple Sociopathic Eyes Copyright © 2013 englishmaple 2013-10-07T15:08:08Z Search this site: q https://englishmaple.blogger.de/search